Friday, April 16, 2010

maybe sometimes you wish you were somewhere else.

i cant help but want my friends right now.
to see the people i love.


to do things which seem like only a distant memory.




i have been thinking.
about things.


and its probably not a good thing.


as much as i want to go home, a part of me will always resist.

and i know that if i choose the easy way out, and go home, i wont be happy with myself.



at times, its so hard to be away from you all.
and i cant help but think that by the time i come back,
you will have all grown.

away from me.



is this stupid?



probably. but sometimes thoughts are thoughts.
and life is life.



and we cant help things.



so please dont grow away from me.
please still be my friend.



because ill need you when i come back.

3 comments:

  1. Every time tea is shared I still expect a bek-made cupcake to appear, followed by a delicious impromptu dinner, wine, and times.

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  2. I know that WHOLE message was really meant for me- so look, I`ll tell you now as I`ve told you before: Dont cry for me! I will alays be here, hon!

    Its easy to be lonely, but like you said- its what you DO about it- that counts. You wont be happy to give up. DONT....Chin up, my dear! You can handle it. xxx

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  3. Lovely you have nothing to worry about. Absolutely nothing.

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