having his arm wrapped around me,

is unbelievable warmth.



and when its not there.
there is an emptiness.



right now i am sick.
i havnt gone to work since wedns last week.
apart from friday. when i worked for 2.5hours. but most of that was me cry and having breakdowns

a) because my body was so exhausted.
and
b) because it was really busy,i had no energy. as i hadnt eaten in two days.
and i felt like throwing up, but i couldnt.

so all up, it was a great shift.


rose and bf are being especially good to me.
i am very lucky to hvae them both.



thank you rose.
and bf.




battery dying.


until next time


x