delightful times

hiromi.

and i.
are sitting in her room.

drinking tea. normal tea.
with milk.
but unfortunately not normal milk.

japanese milk.
ick...

I MISS TEA!!!!
we are having tea and muffins.
and its actually heaven.
it makes me miss my usual tea buddies. jessie. hannah. mel. lucy. heidi when shes around. etc etc etc.

this is what my heart longs for.

i just got a ride to the local supermarket with kamiyama (nicknamed checky). today is his bday. he turned 27! i am so so so happy i got to go to the supermarket! i needed shampoo and conditioner. although, not my usual. hopefully it treats my hair well. also gumboots. i got a cool orange pair. wheeeeee. and lots of treats. and thread. and mikan. and etc. i spent over 100 dollars. is this ridiculous? i think YES!

i always binge buy. because i hardly get the chance to go to a shop!

i may or maynot have decided to become a social smoker. maybe.
i am still undecided at this point. have not purchased yet. as the supermarket doesnt sell the one in the pretty packet. only at the convenient store.

i also found out that my 'crush' is not interested in a relationship. or anything.
i plan to change his mind. slowly.
not that i want a relationship. just him.


hiromi has the day off tomorrow. and im well jealous! my days off are scarce. and it makes me sad.

so much has happened. i shall start with the day before new years.
i was not feeling the best. emotionally wise. so i dragged romi out to the local bar. (a kiwi bar!! ish). for foreigners. its called tracks. and we got smashed. it was chu-hi night. wheeeeeee.
because of my emotional state. i had a bit too much to drink. did crazy dancing with my friends from sanosaka. met new people. and threw up on myself. in the bar. infront of everyone. ohh. gosh.
so embarrassed!

the next day at work was seedy seedy. they put me on the fryer. i dont do fryers. let alone fryers drunk/hung.
these two foreigners came into the resturant and i had to help them, because they couldnt read any japanese. and because i wasnt in the fittest of states, i made a fool of myself.
later i realise these are romis friends and that we are going to hang out with them for new years.


we went to a club called ufo. in echoland. after a mission to the trainstop, vodka in hand, in the snow, and having the train not come. trying to find the substitute bus stop. calling a taxi, and waiting for it in the freezing cold. hiromi went to the toilet in the snow. and apparently it was coldcoldcold.
we get to the club. and there isnt many people there. as its quite early.
i need to find a toilet. so does romi. we get to one. and find a heater. strip down, to dry our stuff. especially my shoes. as they were so so wet.
rose walks in on us. half naked. sitting on the toilet floor with our bodys pressed against the heater in any way possible.

the drinking began. romi decides she wants both of the foreigners. but she spends most of her time with simon. i was in a seedy mood. still hung from the night before. and wasnt really in the mood for socialisation. midnight came. and i kissed luke (simons friend) and hiromi kissed simon. she then decideds she wants to kiss luke also. so we swap. i remember the words 'take one for the team' being said. the night ended in an interesting bus ride.

had a breakdown at work, because of everyone babying me. and its only happened recently. now its better though. well, after a cry, most things are.
my boss mitoro gave me a hug, and tried to cheer me up.

boarding. i want to be good!!! but i suck. i did however complete my first run!!!!!!! alot of stopping and starting. and i cant go fowards. just backwards. it was fun.
i also rode the chairlift which you have to have the board attached, ended in me, being stuck under the chair. SO EMBARRASSING!!!! there is more to this story. but im so sleepy i must go to bed. its only 9.30


but i did get in quite late last night. went to tracks again. was pumping.
sleep. sleeeeep/