2 week only special!!!

thats right.

me.

in nz.

for two weeks only!!!!!!!

from the 23rd of november till the 5th of december.
free your calenders dearys!!! because i want to see you!!!

eeep. im so excited. and also kindof nervous.......
because its been a whole year since ive been in nz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and japan just feels so normal to me.
people ask me questions about some things back home. for example, what we do in certain situations, or what we say. and i cant think of an answer.
or the right answer.
because im so used to the japanese way of living now.


me being clean and tidy is probably something that will come as a shock to most of you. me also. but it feels so normal now.

i definately have the biggest respect for housewives now.
i didnt really think they did much. and i thought they had it quite easy.

but its so so so not.


i suppose because i work a full time job. a part time teaching job. and am like a house wife too.
it seems harder than just being a house wife.

but man.

i do now feel though, that some day i will make a good wife. (not house wife). or maybe house wife.

becuase japan has trained me well.


i do however hate the fact that men just expect women to do all the cleaning and cooking. my food isnt always the most delicious. and my cleaning isnt always thorough. but. the house is tidy. and there is food available. bf says that it doesnt matter, as long as i make it with my heart.


tehehe.



i have created another blog. called my darling is japanese.
about my relationship. with a japanese boy.

its just in the starting stages.
but if you do have time. please look.



mydarlingisjapanese.blogspot.com




i will be sad to leave him. for two weeks when i go back to nz.
i guess it will be good prep for when i come back to nz on a more permanent basis in feb.

but its ok. because he will come.

and that is good.


tommy is thinking about going back to sweden (flatmate)
which is sad.

but he will go after i leave. so its not like i will miss him.
but japan definately will.


rose has finished up at nambaya. (our work). so shifts are lonely. and im jealous of her free time. her free life style.


idealy, i would like to take some time off work too. but i cant because i have to save some money to go back to nz with.
day by day, the amount i am able to take decreases significantly. because i buy unneccessary shit.

like getting my hair done. and buying household items like toilet paper and room spray.


i also have to pay my rent before i go. and im sure i will be heading out as its the last week and a bit for rose in japan.



i dont have my passport. and am freaking out.
i sent away for a new one. so i would be able to come back into japan.
but complications with my passport photo. and blah. means that it still hasnt come.


and


im


freaking


out.



but only slightly.


hmmmm.
what else.

i performed a proper live/gig. with rose and some others at my work.
it was a festival. of various people (customers and staff singing\performing....)

it didnt go as badly as i thought maybe it would......
sometimes when i hear it, it sounds good. sometimes it sounds bad.

so i dont know what to think.

although rose and i did receive just over 100$ each in tips!!!!!!!!!!!!
isnt that amazing. i was so stunned/shocked.

i was just happy to have fun.


friends came. and it was a glorious occasion.

rose and i recently also became friends with some customers. who are in their 20's and are musician/host people.
they are extremely funny and cool and lovely people. so im glad we are friends with them now!!



i am feeling like shit atm. because i am sick. AGAIN.

i actually cant believe how much i have been sick in the last two months.
all various things.
its boooooo.



but i guess it cant be helped.


im soooo looking foward to relaxing in nz. not having to go to work. or anything.


i hope my phones still work when i go back....
well.
my 021 charger is broken.
and i dont know if my 027 will work if i havent used it in a year.,....
hmmmm.



i dont even know if these still exist in nz??!!? im sure much has changed.

it will be weird to not have a bike. or trains that are everywhere and come extremely frequently.
and to have no car.

how will i survive??

auckland is such an inconvenient city.




booo you auckland.

boooooo you.



what else what else.

hmm. i talked to max. and hannah last night.
they are in uchret (is this how you spell???) together right now.
and lola too.


it seems like fun


to have friends. who speak english. and who know you. and who are from nz.

and all these other things.


yeah.


i have to leave for work in an hour. and i am exhausted.
actually.
i just got home from my english teaching job.
and it was so stressful. i had this 54y.o. crazy loud twitchy japanese guy.
who came and prepared 105 topics to talk about.


i was like.

w


t


f



but i guess it was alright.
it think of the money.....
yes.


he told me that when he goes to the toilet, he uses a whole roll of toilet paper. becuase its messy. he says.




is this not tmi???????????????

i mean.
i always say tmi. but to my friends right.

not to your teacher. who you met 15mins ago.



anyways. its over. and i am happy. but also very tired. because of me being sick.



so ill go.


but ill see you soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x