you saw me standing there...

...and you said nothing...



its been a while since i posted something.

my life has been busy. so busy. and now with one computer between three, its hard to get blog time in at all.

everyone has gone out tonight. and i am at home all on my lonesome.


one of my room mates is moving out of the dorms, and the other one doesnt seem to like me much at the moment. i have no idea why. but i cant be bothered with her anymore.

i cleaned the room today. it looks amazingly amazing.

i hate cleaning.



i miss new zealand.
i miss talking to people who i actually like,
and who actually like me.
i miss summer.
i miss my friends. (you know who you are)
i miss having a decent cup of tea.
i miss jessies home creations.
i miss being a slob with hannah.
i miss the swings.
i miss having a car.
correction. i miss being in walkable distance to places.
i miss not having to rely on others.
i miss my family. (well some of them).
i miss cheese. and milk.
i miss curries.
i miss my old flatmates.
i miss alot of things.


but i love being here. and although sometimes its hard. i never want to leave.
i dont know what im going to do after this job finishes (in a month).
and that is freaking me out.

boarding has become suprisingly more fun, as i improve. and i am content with where im at. which is a good feeling.


today i went to a 'ichigo tabehoudai' place. which is all you can eat strawberries for 20$ish.
it was amazing.
they were amazing.
i ate alot.


japan has weakened my stomach though, i swear before i could eat more!!
i miss eating fruit. (another for the list above).

recently i went to nagano city. to see the monkeys. one of them stole the bag i was holding, and ate my mandarins and cake. it made me very affraid. and i didnt want to go near them again!!! haha.
but i got to go to real shops. an izakaya. karaoke. a temple. and many other places.
by the end of the two day trip hiromi and i were nakkerred.

saw kora. at the local bar. was amazing. except it got full up with wanky gaijin. who were drunk losers. aside from them, twas amazing.
kora are so good. and they are nice people. well most of them. and it was so cheap!!!! 20$!!!!

tomorrow night i shall go to tracks again. there is a folk night on. and its freeeee. and this guy who played there before is coming back. he was amazing. me and my friend talked to him after his set, and he left his cd for is at the bar!!! i couldnt believe it. also because i was going to ask him if he had a cd somewhere for purchase!!


hmm, what else is new......

i cant think.
all turns into a blur.

oh, rose, hiromi and i got invited to this dinner hosted by the snowboard school teachers. rose was sick. so only hiromi and i went. there were 10 of us in total i think. and it was amazing!!!! they are all so lovely. much nicer than all the people at our dorm.
i cant wait for the next time.


in other news. my mobile broke...
i used it in the rain today.

and i am absolutely gutted!!!
it was my connection with the world.
when i dont have a computer.



anyways. tell me whats new in your life! i want to hear!!

x