seeeeeeeeeedy times.


too much drink drink.
too much.

not good.



turns out blue is feasible.

but not in the long run.

after many attempts to remove colour from my body,
it still exists.





words also exist.
in wrong context.

and now i must correct these words.
but i dont know how.

because i dont remember.




i walked home with no shoes on last night.
my poor stockings.
in ruins.

where are my shoes?
this is a good question

....blue?

is painting my body blue a feasible idea?




hmm.

maybe not.



today is BEAUTIFUL!
i must do some form of study though.

exam
so
soon!


last night was crazy,

i saw three black cats directly after midnight.


not that im superstitious or anything
(ok, so maybe slightly?)

it was just fareeaky.


lets go to the beach and get wine-d!!!!!!!

yahyahyah!

one down three to go....

had marketing.

went just as i expected.
awful.


but this is ok.

nothing can be done now.....


today is quite delightful weather wise.
i am yet to venture outside.


the comfort of my room is too great.

many things to do.
but they can not be done.



tomorrow is halloweeeeeen.
oh what a distant memory.


what will you dress up as?


i still canf figure out how to post a damn youtube video to this!
if anyone has any ideas,
i would muchly appreciate being let in on them!



25 days till japan.
whloe crap.

i MUST get my visa sortted!!!



on that note,
i must say farewell.


just for now.....

where...

where are you..?


its lonely here.

(without you)

come join me.
and we can have nice happy times.

if sandwich creation 101 was a course at uni, id so get an A+

ahh.
the most deliciousness
is in
this sandwich.
or was.

i have been craving
a sandwich that dreams are made of

for days and days.




zero study has occured.
oh dear......

fail

youtube posting wise.

not exam wise.

however, assignment wise...
but that was expected.

hannah and i thought i would get 10% or under


but...

i actually got 35%

MEGA STOKED!

concidering i didnt even complete half of it.


exam tomorrow.
freak out.

yes or no?
i cant tell.


i lost sound on my lappy.

THATS FREAKING ME OUT.

but, im not meant to be thinking of this until tomorrow after my exam.....


i spent some delightful time in the sun today.
with potentially delightful company.

with high hopes of getting some study done.

sun=no study.


ninny ninny ninny.
today you are 21.
i am sad...
for i can not attend your celebratory celebrations.
its no fair.

(fock. a photo is not possible to find)
the arts lab is closing on me.


it always shuns....


soon.
soon i shall return!

no fb?

what do i doooo.

without facebook.
its probably a very good time for it to not be working.


exams and all.

but it just makes the craving for it more intense.


im currently at hannahs house.
listening to 202 lectures.

laszlo.
you are so hard to follow.


its totes uncool.


i was deprived of tea last night. and it almost killed me.

hannah had kindly ended this deprivition.
and fed me delicious turkish delight goods.

mmmm.

listening to these lectures pretty much reinforces my reasoning for not ever going to class.



gaaaaaaaaaaah.


i still havent heard the final word from boobooski.
semi starting to freak out!

i must must must get my visa.
ASAP.


soon i will start a feature called
'song of the moment'

a video of the song that i think you should be listening toooo.

(if i can figure out how to work it....)


i'll test it out now...

life?

today.

i slept.
all day.

what a waste.
of fun/study times.


exams so soon.
so so soon.

freak out.

yesterday. i had many adventures.

to many places.

with many people.

firstly.

jessie.

we went to the park the park.

she introduced me to a new love. a swing.

that swings in every direction.

i did not think this was possible.....

but it is.

then we got some lunch.
from a takeaway store on sandringham road.

recommended by a friend.

not taking recommendations from that friend again.
ha.

this guy,

tres creepy.
uashgffgjj!

he looks like he came with the shop.
there were two of them, and they were just hanging out.

avoid avoid.

do jessie and i really look between the ages of 16 and 18?

no,
i think not.

i also dont want to tell you my name, where im from, what im doing, whether i smoke (cigarettes or something different), whether i drink beers, whether i have 30c....

and i certainly dont want to have pictures with you.

gahh. if you are a creepy man who doesnt speak english properly,
go be creepy away from me!!

also, the food wasnt the best.
chips.
blaaaah.

the vege dish however was acceptable.

although, they only gave us one fork.

overall rating: 3/10

we then travelled to greece.
to eat our lunchies.

and a trip to greece is not complete without some swing time.


the next adventure started with my flatmate kacchan..

we set off to kenchan and satomichan's house.

for a general drink/hang.
with other japanese people.

it made me realise how long it had been since i used japanese.

and how much of the language i have lost.

but,
its ok, because im going back next month. and then i will be even better than before!!!

(heres hoping anyways).

after that,
max, matt and liam came over.

and we had an adventure in the lounge.
i suppose you could call it an adventure.

there were high hopes of board games.
but thatsadly didnt happen.

just really intense conversations.


which is not suprising.

i slightly tuned out,
so could not repeat what they were of.

i did create some hearts out of the melted candle wax though.

only a few left.
so if you get one...

feel special.

and so that ends my day yesterday.

i also have photos from wednesday night.

pretty much photos of a typical wednesday night.
or rather a night typical of these people...

it was a nice night.
with a delicious curry that hannah and i crafted.

max made us a delicious desert!

ties continued to teach me the in's and out's of cryptics

hannah taking a nap.

and myself.
talking the pictures.

lets get booozey

i just awoke.

from a deep deep sleep.


i forgot how nice sleep is.

this time next month,
i will be arising in JAPAN.....


after having been there for 12 hours.
maybe i wont even sleep.

who knows.

all i do know,

is that
i will be
in
JAPAN!!

today is not nearly as sunny as i would have hoped it to be.

luckily i spent my breaks at work out side
in the sunshine.

it was actually so nice

exams, so soon.
slightly freaking out.

but, its ok. because im going to study lots!!!!

after i enjoy the sun today!


ive got to go take in the little sun that is there before it disappears forever!!!

blaaah

i dont know how i was ever going to finnish this.

it seems impossible.



should i give up?

mktg202

dont take this subject.

ever.

you will probably regret it.
as i am right now.


although, it is compulsary for a marketing major.


metric.
non metric.
dependent.
independent.
crosstabs.
discriminant analysis.
regression.
correlation.
t test.
anova.


these things make no sense to me!

luckily my assignment is due tomorrow.
FHWERJHKJLSDFKDSI!!!


if only if only i went to class
if only if only i could understand the lecturer
if only if only i knew what i was doing
if only if only......



today is mama's bday.
happy birthday mama.

i went to the elliot stables to get her bday cake today.

who felt under dressed?
me!

its insane there.
so lovely.


i wanted to go out tonight.
how did i ever think that was going to be possible??


tomorrow is the last day of lectures!
woah, this semester has flown past so so fast.


back to it i guess.....

comments....

feel free to comment on my blog also...


so far, catherine mcsneeze is the only one


as well as some spanish guy.

and anon.


so get your gear on and get commenting!!

i need some distractions from uni works. yaaah.



and this seems like a GREAT way to do it.



also.
its natalie's beeday today..

happy happy day nataliiiiiiiiiie
(if only i had a photo on me at this timee)

hello

hmmm

i do feel slightly bad
that i am using a university computer to do this

when so many people have assignments to do.


me inclusive.

im just taking a break before i start.
duh.



i just had delicious lunch date with mel and han

was ment to be a study session.
who were we kidding

with yomyom food, and many a gossip,
there was no study to be done.



now we go to uni.

im in the arts computer lab

my friend just made me a miix.

i am tres tres tres excited to listen!!


so, im going to japan next month.

i kindof dont want to go!
its lame!

i want to go but i dont.

oh, and i pretty much officially got the job on the ski resort,

so ill be gone for atleast 6 months
GASP!!!!

it hasnt really hit me yet, and i keep forgetting to tell people...



but im going.
with rose.

to nagano

come find us there!!


anyways, im going to start my marketing assignment now,

i want to do 90% of it today.
people laugh at me when i tell them this.

but i dont want to be a last minute gal this time!
(who am i kidding, its gonna happen)


plus, i really want to go out tomorrow night!!


get on to it......

just in the nick of time

o m f g

its done!
finally!!

rejoice rejoice

i just hope like anything that they actually clear the boxes at 11am the next day

or it is no good. no good i say.


eleanor actually saved me.
by printing it off and dropping it into the box for me

as there was no way i could make it on time.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!
ahh.


im so excited to have a brief nap before i head into uni today...
i had a power nap a few hours ago,
along with a bottomless cup of coffee.
mmmm.

now i feel odd.

and its only 11.15


aaand, im angry because i missed the epic breakfast that was being held at work thismorning. gutted.
gutted.
gutted.
it could have potentially been the best breakfast ever.

i guess we'll never know....



tonight is scrabble and dinner date.

tres excited!!!!!!!!


tres tres!

come join us...

one step closer

essay is still in progress.

i wish it wasn't
(aka finished)


i just borrowed a computer from uni,

as all the computer labs are full full full.
boo.

so, i am sitting in level 0 commons,
and the people on the same table are talking about accounting


dislike.

actually.

(potentially also not helping with my assignment writing...)


gomez was focking A+++ last night.
so good,
so so good...

pluto have definately made a come back, because i thought their set was awesome!


today on the way to uni,
i saw tom gray from gomez.

highlight of the day!

it made me not doing my essay at all yesterday worthwhile...


mel was so lovely, my fellow companion in pulling an all nighter
(what a pitty i piked and fell asleep mid efforts)

she txt me all night, to make sure i was doing my assignment

and at 7 ish, after i had woken from my slumber,
i recieved this txt

"i'm concerned you've gone back to bed! wake wake wake wake wake wake"

it was true, i had fallen back asleep.
it was just so nice to read.

although, i did wake, i fell back asleep again, no essaying done


now i am at uni. doing it.

well about to begin.



anyways, i MUST do this essay.......

if only this essay would write itself

i am still no further through this essay

than i was four days ago...

this is concerning.

mainly because i am fastly running out of time to complete it...


but its ok,

because

i

just

purchased

a

ticket

to

GOMEZ

yaaaay, tres excite.

also for some ample hangage with some rad rad people.

i went to the supermarket before,

and purchased some delicious pita fillings.

along with the pita.

aaand, bought an avocado, semi thinking it would be bad,
willing to take the risk

open it,

and its PERFECT!!!

and as hannah well knows,

i cant do anything productive while there is a perfect avocado about

including now.

last night was ties' turning into a man celebration.
very successful!

speeches A++

food and beverage A++

the guests A+++

more photos can be found on fb at a later date.


also, i missed out on artisan guns AND the naked and famous last night.
both in one show...

one FREE show.

but lets not talk about that.

the people down below are watching a film, incredibly loudly.
i dont know how they do it!!

that is my excuse for not having done any assignment.

very valid i feel.

mmm.
nap time.

:)

word count: 134

stupid essay i say.


i actually CANT write it!!

its not that i dont want to, or that icant mentally do it...


i just cant physically bring myself to doing it.

which is tres uncool,


as it was due on monday.

BUT,
i have started!!!!

134 words.

i AM a genious! (ha)


anything beyond that however, seems like a well distant future......


i also have a critical review due tomorrow.
yawn i say.

is it not just a glorified summary of a reading??

fellow two seventy-ers...?


i also cant bring myself to start this.



in other news,

i still have max's cds.
(woops)

aand, im not going to uni today ive decided.

so, max doesnt get them back today.


sorry maxx.

last night he sent me a message saying
'bring my babies back'


i thought it was totally adorable!!!!!!

but it highly probable he will not lend me cd's again.
booo!



last night my friends and i made sushi.....
(pushi)

it was deciciously delicious!!

....whilst babysitting.


we read stories and played games
with two of the cutest girls you will possibly ever meet.

in other news,

i am about to go help hannah run her errands


(anything to get out of essay writing...right??)





see you soon!

a birthday...

today

is

my

friends

birthday.

his name is ties.

and he is now twenty one.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIES

(rhymes with peace)

time is low

did you know there are only two weeks till uni finishes?

two!!

this is too crazy.


this means i must teach myself a whole marketing course by that time...

and do all assignments.


slightly freaking out.


i cant decide whether i should venture into uni today......

these buses not working have really thrown me off guard.

especially because i just topped up my bus card....

gah.


now i am penniless for the ritchies buses.

(well, not quite)


i would ordinarily walk,

but todays weather isnt looking too flash...

infact, its raining.


do i leave the comforts of my home

for a class i would usually just watch and laugh at the other people in the class....

and the other thing,

should i go to my class at two?


last weeks was a complete waste of time.

but this week might be important
(i wouldnt know, as i havent been to marketing in a wee while..)

i would go anyways, but my boss asked me to come in as early as possible...

as we have fifteen percent off,
and she thinks it will be busy...

and i need the money..


but i need to pass uni.

and its raining.

and the buses are minimal.


see my problem?


on a semi related topic,

last night i rediscovered a mix cd from a friend.

i dont know how i ever lost/forgot about it,
as it is quite amazing.


"you gave me the best mix tape i had...."

not such a good song, but some nice lyrics.



i should probably go do other things now,

aka get ready,


just incase i do go to uni.

infact.
i think i will go.

(no pictures today! GASP!)

ill make up for it next time....

tea for you and tea for me

tea.

oh tea...

how i love thee.

yes.

tea.
ggg

do you like my poem?
(and yes, tis a poem...)

i cant sleep. although i am terribly tired.

and i need to do my assignments.


they keep looking at me,
with their darting eyes.

but i cannot get close to them.

you know?
good.



come over for some tea?

its always brewing here.....

oh, its been a while

wow.
along time its been..

i wish had more time to frequently update...
slaaash my computer is pretty much having a midlife crisis

and so it only works properly on some days

which is totally uncool.


it has also stopped letting me play facebook scrabble...
my life is no longer complete.


so, its kind of almost hit me that im going to japan in less than two months

TWO!

its crazy soon.


although, its weird to think i have assignments and exams before then.
crazycrazy.

luckily i will have a friend to keep me sane through out travels.


her name is rose.

hopefully, i will obtain many more photos like this whilst in japan.

its my goal to well document this trip.
on camera.

on another note,
artisan guns had their ep release.

it was lovely.

they are lovely.


dont you agree...

on another note, it is quiiite cold.

i dont know how i will survive living on a ski field for 4 months......

(well hopefully living on a ski field for 4 months.......)

must go....assignment time...

ha.